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PostSubject: Turns out I have truly awoken   Fri Dec 09, 2016 7:42 pm

I cannot believe that I was being deceived the entire time. Being a dragon, no I can't be a dragon. Yet I feel as if there is still something wild within me. Something from Native American. But I have been clouded and only recognized the form that covered who I am like a blanket. An angel has explained to me that I have been clouded with the thought of my form being dragon kin. I thought I was a dragon, but no. This dragon that I was, it's not pure, it played me. How could I have fused my conscious with something else. I must figure out the kin type I am without the dragon cloak. I hope to God that I'm not human. I still feel a strong connection to nature, I wish I could know who I really am. I have so many questions now that I have rid myself of that spiritual fog. Is there a way to find out anything deeper within me.

No offense to those who are dragon kin. I acknowledge that not all are evil. Some are deceptive, and some are heroic and helpful.

Edit: I need to some time to cope with the truth. I feel as if I have been ripped of a shell that squishes me for years. Perhaps these vision I have seen though, where do they come from. Like I said I have so many questions to answer that I do not know, for I have been mislead, perhaps that's why I was never really able to find the origins of the dragon life. There may have been something it did not want me to see or it would expose it.

Should I leave for being so lost and confused?
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PostSubject: Re: Turns out I have truly awoken   Fri Dec 09, 2016 10:11 pm

thing is though nothing can tell you what you are...if deep down you feel your a dragon then maybe you are. But that is just me..
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PostSubject: Re: Turns out I have truly awoken   Fri Dec 09, 2016 10:43 pm

No. I'm not a dragon. Even I say so. But there is something else that I am. I just need to find that out. As for now, I'm feeling lost with knowing what my real soul is. It's like I see myself as that beautiful core of a spirit, trapped within a shell of lies. I have finally managed to break that shell but I'm confused as to what is in that core. Who am I?
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PostSubject: Re: Turns out I have truly awoken   Sat Dec 10, 2016 2:44 am

The weird thing is, even after breaking through the false kin type the devil used to throw me in the wrong direction, I still feel as if nature calls to me. And the call is stronger than before, I still feel a sensory shift, but it's different from what I sensed as a dragon.
But I do have a hunch that it may be an animal associated with Native American culture. My dad was deep into our heritage and culture. Perhaps he may provide some answers. I do remember him saying that my mom would often mention wolves as if she was part of them and that when she's with me, she would guard me like a wolf. I already began to think that my mother may have been a wolf therian. But I do brush that aside because I have not been able to see my mother when reuniting with my biological family. She died a few years before I reunited. So I myself cannot ask her about her spirit. I must ask my dad with different questions. I wanna know if I inherited her kin type or not. My dad may be able to provide me a little bit of insight
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PostSubject: Re: Turns out I have truly awoken   Sat Dec 10, 2016 1:32 pm

Weird, I've been experiencing something oddly familiar but i'm not sure yet what is going on.

Sometimes I wonder if my wolf is not hiding dark secrets from me...

I'll explain it in another topic.

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PostSubject: Re: Turns out I have truly awoken   Sat Dec 10, 2016 1:44 pm

No, I mean that the devil has been making me believe I was a dragon kin for a while. I finally smashed his deceptions.
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