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PostSubject: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Sat Dec 10, 2016 1:39 pm

yesterday I was outside and Silver took over and started to talk to me out loud and we had a real verbal conversation. She said I have so much to discover yet and that its time to unlock everything as I supposely must use...magic wtf. God doesnt want me to use magic. So I told her and she explained to me the difference between legit energy work and the abusive magic use. 

I'm still relucant, she said a storm was coming and that I had to take a leap of faith and it happened. 

wtf. 

She IS real and sometimes it scares me. 

The other day i've seen my reflection move in the turned off tv and I was not moving.

* creeped out. 


She became stronger and with the sounds I heard in the sky...the veil getting thinner, everyone experiencing crazy things.

I started to see shadows everywhere and I can hear crows at night .

Something's off.

And Silver says I don't have much time to prepare. 

God said the same thing...

I'm confused. 

Should I use magic or not.

I'm just scared that im some kind of evil being or idk.

she can see and react to everything i'm writting.

I was about to say she might be evil and she hates it, i can feel her being angry and hurt.

Jeez this is crazy....


Silver is like a double personality of mine, she is really present and independent from me and sometimes I wonder if i have a personality disorder.

tho I went to the psychiatrist and he said there was nothing to worry about. 

But i'm scared that she takes over while i'm awake, at job or idk.

She's on my side but imagine that she becomes hateful of me and take over when she wants. 

She's dark and rough, she hates human and fuck idk what i'd do. 

She has interests of her own, she ventures out of my body at night, she decides when she gets on and off.

My wolf is intense. 

Don't mistake me, we are the same person but ...

fuck. 

Sometimes I feel like I have no control on her. 

maybe i don't. 

She kept saying I'm mother wolf and should unleash the real me. 

to start and change things. 

I'm not sure what she means tho. 

I have to discover all this through meditation and maybe even magic but i'm too scared to go farther.

I feel something's wrong....

Am I right ?


Is this some kind of new awakening or evil manipulation ? 

What should I do....

I,m the one feeling a bit  confused now.

I know i'm ..supposed to achieve great things but sometimes I'm questionning my wolf's real motives.

She used to hate humans to kill most of her kind. 

and i had visions of the future of her and me defying a reaper and tell them we were on their side, wanting to help them kill humans. 

I was like wtf. 

this is not who I am.

I,m supposed to protect them...right ? ....

* Feels dizzy

Sometimes i'm scared that the whole essence of my soul is like dark, evil or idk with bad motives in the end.


she doesnt like the way I talk bout her but i have to question myself. 

it has to happen someday and drago made me wonder.



The only thing i'm sure of is the veil is being torn apart from all sides these times and a lot of paranormal activity is more than obvious now.

It broke at some point. 

I,m not a veil expert but I can feel that we are on the verge of something concrete...real this time.

it happened somehow.

and we are going through second awakenings i believe

correct me if i'm wrong.

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PostSubject: Re: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Sat Dec 10, 2016 4:01 pm

There's only one thing you can do: learn to use magic. What you do when things go south is your choice, your free will, but the best thing you can do now is prepare yourself for whatever may come. The nature of good or bad is not in what you're doing, but in why you're doing it.

The darkness has its place as much as the light, for darkness without light may consume, but light without darkness will burn you alive.
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PostSubject: Re: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Sat Dec 10, 2016 4:35 pm

Wait are you talking about an apocalypse?
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PostSubject: Re: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Sat Dec 10, 2016 5:14 pm

Silver, you are not evil at all. Do not worry about hurting anyone, just get the balance between you and Silver.

I feel a lot of changes.

I do not know what's coming.

I hope no one will get hurt
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PostSubject: Re: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Sat Dec 10, 2016 6:08 pm

Something is definitely coming, its a feeling I cant shake but I hope the things I keep feeling and seeing for it is wrong, all I can say is that in this future the killing of humans is not evil but necessary for helping to purify the race which I think something in the Bible talks about that, not sure. All I know is that if humanity continues on its current path happening the good in humanity will slowly fade as it is already, things will be interfering to help protect them and this realm. Although some bad things need to happen to get there tho. This is something I can't shake myself but still I kinda hope it isn't true.
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PostSubject: Re: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Sun Dec 11, 2016 1:56 pm

Yeah something's wrong.

but now at least i know my wolf isn,t evil. I was so stupid to doubt her.

even a few seconds.

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PostSubject: Re: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Tue Dec 13, 2016 5:25 pm

So I guess that means that the revelation's end is coming closer. I really wish that god would give us 10 more years at least. Some of us haven't been able to get something done yet.
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PostSubject: Re: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Tue Dec 13, 2016 6:15 pm

I hate to say this and i will probably regret it but i hope its the Zombie Apocalypse or a Social Breakdown.
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PostSubject: Re: Silver is taking over my mind 0_0   Wed Dec 14, 2016 1:38 am

From what I've felt/possibly seen it will have the elements of society breakdown but honestly it will be majorly more then both.
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