unable to shift

I cannot feel any of my shifts after how that old religious lady scared me.
But I can still feel my kin type, but I think it's that I'm too scared to shift as long as I have to live with her.
I just hope that I can get through my college faster so that I can finally move with my dad who's more accepting of knowing I'm a dragon.

Aw, I wish the best of lucks darling. 

I wonder if your fear is not due to the '' i think my kin is evil '' thoughts you had recently.

That old lady is sure not helping you with her negative energy and words. 

Not all dragons are evil. I thought mine was for a while but nah. 

She's the most divine light I know. 

It's all cool. 

She can't come to your appartement / house to prevent you to shift

or to whisper during your meditation sessions that you are pure evil. 

x') the picture is funny but she's just a grumpy old lady.

Don't listen to that old creepy bitch. 

she knows nothing bout dragons.

Maybe she came across evil ones. 

You don't know.

Now it doesn't mean YOU are evil as well.

What does you heart tell you ? 

For me , you feel nothing like evil.

! Dragons are awesome ! 

Never let someone tell you otherwise !

Sadly, I don't have a house or an apartment of my own.
I'm in an adult transitional program and they are renting a room from that lady's house for me to live in while get through College.
First thing I'm gonna do when I finish college is move with dad and get a job.
(I can't juggle a job and school at the same time. Plus if I was to move now, I'd lose all my benefits.)
College is one final hurdle before I can be free and be with my dad more.

Thanks for the support Silver Black. I do hope that I can get through college before 2019.

I know you will. I believe in you.