Being more or less present

[Silver Black]

I am making huge changes in my life at the moment.

As a blood were, it's very important to be both physically and mentally balanced and stable to be happy and well going. 

So I made some changes. 

I stopped to smoke, i'm making more exercising, 

working on my anxiety much and studying blood weres a lot more. 

I even started to meditate a lot and eventually I'll practice shifting.

My wolf said she's not comfortable to make her wings and other features physical since she feels more wolfish.

Plus it's gonna be easier to p-shift and more discrete also to do it without wings and such. 

So that's why i'm less online. 

I have less time and I work a lot too at my job.

Trying to make my life better in all the ways. 

I was suicidal last week but I feel much better now. 

I'm working a lot to make myself way happier.

:) and it works so far. 

Wish me good luck.

I'll still log everyday and all but won't be able to chat much, either on here nor facebook so I prefer to warn. 

:P 

And for those who will ask, yes,

from now,  I want to be and shift into a normal blood were.

We still are very magical creatures and inside it doesnt change the naerubie thing but it'll be way easier for me since I feel more wolf 

than anything else. ( a bit dragon too but my dragon said to me to focus on my wolf all the time, not on her so ) 

:P 

thanks for reading. 

xxxx love yall

MOM'S BACK ! !!!

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I'm glad you're making yourself happy! I wish you luck and success in everything you pursue

[Silver Black]

AW thankiessss ! :D 

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I'm making a whole lot progress with meditation lately. 

Even had my legs spasming after one day of meditation .

I want to draw my wolf so bad and let her take my place.

I love Silver so much. 

and I want her and me to be whole again.

We are the same soul but we split until we p-shift. 

It's hard to deal with a past life soul in a new body.

there are so much differences between my new me and my old one .

it's hard to catch up on with that. 

that's why I separate her in my mind till I can fully p-shift again. 

consciously this time. 

it's gonna be AWESOME. 

AND THIS TIME I'M NOT AFRAID. 

I WANT IT SO BAD. 

I wanted to die recently so I told myself I prefer to p-shift instead.

I couldn't imagine myself not continuing my wolf ascension through many other lives if I don't p-shift.

I want to be a wolf for eternity. 

Nothing else. 

Human or not. 

I'm a blood were.

It never changed, it won't change in the future.

AWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooo !

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BELIEVE IN YOUUUUUUUUU
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[Silver Black]

Oh yeah this time I will x') thanks darling.

Now it's been very rare that I don't meditate once a day :) i'm making huge progresses. 

thanks again :D

You all encourage and inspire me more than you could possibly know !

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