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Silver Black
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PostSubject: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptySat Jun 10, 2017 12:53 pm

Like most people here know, I was on a big journey and still am. I want to keep you updated.


God is testing me in many many ways and the first test was loyalty. 

The next test will probably be humility and the one after, Trust. 


Loyalty, because I'm loyal to the bone, I love my mate but I have this problem of falling in love with other guies easily and I fell in love with my boss and it was hard as fuck because I still love him and I had to put him away because I love my mate more. Same for Aion and all the other guies. It was like my last test of loyalty. 

I also started to train in the gym and focus on shifting a bit more. Like fore real this time. I,ll give it a real shot.

I said Loyalty, humility and trust because these are the three words God marked me with when he drop that wax symbol on my hand during a prayer. 

Looong story short.

What's next is going to be more and more intense. It's gonna be about Humility. 

I'll have to step down to the lowest and i'm not sure what's going to happen. 

It'll make me stronger in the end for the final goal which I don't know what it is yet. 


Lykena gave me some clues bout what's coming and honestly, I'm afraid.

She can see in the close future with that scary accuracy and she was right all the way with her predictions, as much as I was with mine concerning her life. 

Ok so she said I'll develop my abilities so fast it's gonna be hard to handle.

She also said I'll grow wings physically. 

And honestly i'm terrified. I started to feel my back hurting and I got phantom sensation and i feel it coming slowly, at least spiritually.

I make more dreams of running and flying. 

Lykena also said I'm wielding a huge power inside be but can 't see it yet because i'm still young in my development as mother wolf. 

I feel a bit more like myself everyday. 


I'll keep you updated and please guies wish me good luck. 

I'm going through Hell for what I believe in and it's not easy. 

* hugs you all.

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* UPDATE : Didn't think I'd get my second test so fast and here , yesterday and the coming days, the test is about trust this time.

Something happened at my job and I trusted the wrong persons and I ended up apologizing to the victim who already had an awful night. I myself ended up crying and i felt so bad and i hated the hypocrites who told lies as much as I regret to have trust them. Human Kiddos of this generation are wrong in the head seriously...

Guies I feel so bad about it.
 
I kinda past the test because at the right time I ended up trusting the right person but at the same time, I should have think faster and not trust the hypocrites in the first place. 

I asked God to renew my test and to give it to me when I last expect it. 

I'm not satisfied. 

Not at all.

I need more challenges and pain to ascend. 

BRING IT ON. 

I WON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE.

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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptySat Jun 10, 2017 3:02 pm

oh well good luck on your journey !!! :D :D :D
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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptySun Jun 11, 2017 2:14 am

So very proud of you Silver. Life is full of surprises but that's how that goes. :-)
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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptySun Jun 11, 2017 8:44 am

I'm sure you'll do fine, but anyway good luck!
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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptySun Jun 11, 2017 12:29 pm

Thank yall. :) I got updates again, I edited my first post above.

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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyMon Jun 12, 2017 10:16 am

You're doing wonderfully! I'm so proud of you!  First step of my God's journey is done 2797837632 love it

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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyMon Jun 12, 2017 12:13 pm

I,m not doing so good but I manage to get through it one way or another. I don't feel like I had success to be honest..in either tests. 

I,m still in love with my boss even if i don't make any move and and I doubted him when I shouldnt have.. anyway.

Thanks for the kind words <3 love you imagine.

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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyTue Jun 13, 2017 8:26 am

Silver Black wrote:
I,m not doing so good but I manage to get through it one way or another. I don't feel like I had success to be honest..in either tests. 

I,m still in love with my boss even if i don't make any move and and I doubted him when I shouldnt have.. anyway.

Thanks for the kind words <3 love you imagine.

I have learned from my years of schooling, that tests aren't suppose to be easy. Especially this particular series of tests...I mean think about it, do you know what your accomplishing? Your passing and that is more than I could ever do!

Keep up the amazing work, I'm rooting for ya!!! Love you, sis :3

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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyTue Jun 13, 2017 11:11 am

You mean it ???? * blushes  THANKS :D

My next test will be awful.

As I understand, its all related to my boss so far, idk why but for now its like that.

Anyway, I don,t wonder why God puts me at a test of humility. 

I kind of became over narcissic. 

I receive too much compliment on both my physical appearance and performance at my job and honestly, its boosting my ego and I hate being like that.

I hope the test will be painful.

Very painful. 

I deserve to learn the hard way. 

I want this .

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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyTue Jun 20, 2017 5:09 pm

Just a few things that I wish to point out
as suggestions... strictly my opinion

1. Trust YOUR instincts, not the people around you...
people will always have their own agenda,
so listen to that inner voice before you side
or take someone's opinion on a subject
(Like mine, LOL)

2. Your beauty is already your test...
It is also a gift as long as you use it for the
good that it can bring yourself,
as well as those you love. Ego...
a healthy love of self is necessary
and you are learning to balance it well

3. These 3 lessons are only a small part of the
Universe's (God's) infinite tests, but they are very important
for someone who is a leader of many...
They will be repeated until they become second nature...

4. Falling in love... it's not a bad thing...
unless you make it so...
I'm in love with 3 women...
and they love me in return...
But I know where the boundaries are...
I believe you do as well, soooo
Take what comes as what it is,
a precious gift that can lift you,
give you the strength that is needed,
because, after all...
What is life without love?

Your journey is the journey of many
traveled by the one,
for the good of all...
Good luck, mon amie

By the way...I love you.
Guess that makes it four...
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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyWed Jun 21, 2017 2:31 pm

Woah, Zong Shi * blushes like Hell. 

Your words are so kind and i'm ..well without any. 

This was very nice of you. 

Your words did make me feel better.

Very reassuring also to know i'm not the only one who tends to fall in love like that.

Thank you , sweetheart,

come here, have the tightest Hug you ever had in your life x') 

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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyWed Jun 21, 2017 5:18 pm

sounds like a good journey so far. you have to take chances, or else you'll never accomplish anything.

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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyFri Jun 23, 2017 4:33 pm

"Venture forth upon your journey,
Without agenda, without plan,
Knowing only that wherever you are,
You are right where
you are supposed to be..."
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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptyFri Jun 23, 2017 4:40 pm

*Hugs Silver back*
You aren't alone, EVER
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PostSubject: Re: First step of my God's journey is done   First step of my God's journey is done EmptySun Jun 25, 2017 11:54 am

Finally, i'm getting along better with my boss, thought he loved me at first, then realised he didn't. But he shows that he cares a lot for me. 

And that is way enough for me. 
 
:) I'll keep you updated and please guies post something in the forums xD god please

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