So, I shifted
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Zanblade
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So, I shifted
I apologize for not posting again, but I have exciting news!
After trying for a long time, I finally physically shifted. I did get a "shifting charm" a while ago so I believe that helped me. I still can't believe it happened..
It was really intense, I did it during the night and on my terrace behind the house, so I wasn't all cooped up, but wouldn't have to walk back home if I failed.
I saw my reflection in a glass door, and I was super shocked to see that I actually was a black wolf.
I've always thought I was a kitsune, but how could've I been a wolf when I shifted, then? I guess I'm actually a were? I'm so confused about everything right now.
I put on baggy clothes so that I could easily shake/slip them off, which I did. The rope of my shifting charm necklace was long enough to still fit me and luckily didn't rip, so I kept that on - it helps me with shifting after all.
So there I was, a dark wolf wearing a necklace, roaming around a place where wolves don't actually live. Totally not unusual.
I wasn't even sure if I'd ever accomplish a physical shift, so I really couldn't believe it at first; I kept thinking, "is this all a dream"?
But anyway, I felt animalistic but also had a speckle of my human mind still in there. I also began seeing in "wolf vision", so I didn't see all the colors (blue-yellow vision) and heard a lot better, had way better senses that a human. I smelled everything, it was amazing. It didn't even look dark outside because of my vision, even though it was close to half 12 am. I was still weirded out that I was a wolf, but also surprised at how we can actually be wrong about our kintypes.
All I did then, is run. I ran, or, well, jogged, to the nearby forest which is just a few meters away, and looked around myself, taking all the sounds and vision in. I was kinda scared of people seeing me, usually teens like drinking late at night in the woods. I could scare them to death one time :P. But luckily, the whole neighborhood is dead after 10 pm, no one is ever outside except a few teens like I've mentioned above, but they're usually not sober.
Really, all I did was enjoy the freedom. I went to all my favorite spots, it was so interesting to be there as an actual animal. I acted and thought like a wolf, but my human side still told me where I should go and how not to expose myself. I was truly free, I felt what freedom feels like.
I didn't know if I'd automatically shift back in my sleep, so I didn't want to risk falling asleep somewhere in a forest and waking up naked, miles away from my house - so I went home and shifted back, while still trying to be quiet, which is extremely hard when pain is excruciating. I then put all my clothes back on and went inside, trying not to wake anyone up.
I wasn't even sure if I'd ever accomplish a physical shift, so I really couldn't believe it at first; I kept thinking, "is this all a dream"? But the next day I've had the signs there, there were paw prints in the mossy/soil area behind our house, and we and our neighbors have no large dogs.
My feet were also super dirty because I didn't take a shower afterwards, oops.
I'll probably post a shifting method and how I did it, describing all the details. This is just a brief post. I'm curious as to when I'll shift next, will it be voluntary, will emotions trigger it? I'll see.
(I'm still amazed that I achieved what many consider to be impossible :o)
After trying for a long time, I finally physically shifted. I did get a "shifting charm" a while ago so I believe that helped me. I still can't believe it happened..
It was really intense, I did it during the night and on my terrace behind the house, so I wasn't all cooped up, but wouldn't have to walk back home if I failed.
I saw my reflection in a glass door, and I was super shocked to see that I actually was a black wolf.
I've always thought I was a kitsune, but how could've I been a wolf when I shifted, then? I guess I'm actually a were? I'm so confused about everything right now.
I put on baggy clothes so that I could easily shake/slip them off, which I did. The rope of my shifting charm necklace was long enough to still fit me and luckily didn't rip, so I kept that on - it helps me with shifting after all.
So there I was, a dark wolf wearing a necklace, roaming around a place where wolves don't actually live. Totally not unusual.
I wasn't even sure if I'd ever accomplish a physical shift, so I really couldn't believe it at first; I kept thinking, "is this all a dream"?
But anyway, I felt animalistic but also had a speckle of my human mind still in there. I also began seeing in "wolf vision", so I didn't see all the colors (blue-yellow vision) and heard a lot better, had way better senses that a human. I smelled everything, it was amazing. It didn't even look dark outside because of my vision, even though it was close to half 12 am. I was still weirded out that I was a wolf, but also surprised at how we can actually be wrong about our kintypes.
All I did then, is run. I ran, or, well, jogged, to the nearby forest which is just a few meters away, and looked around myself, taking all the sounds and vision in. I was kinda scared of people seeing me, usually teens like drinking late at night in the woods. I could scare them to death one time :P. But luckily, the whole neighborhood is dead after 10 pm, no one is ever outside except a few teens like I've mentioned above, but they're usually not sober.
Really, all I did was enjoy the freedom. I went to all my favorite spots, it was so interesting to be there as an actual animal. I acted and thought like a wolf, but my human side still told me where I should go and how not to expose myself. I was truly free, I felt what freedom feels like.
I didn't know if I'd automatically shift back in my sleep, so I didn't want to risk falling asleep somewhere in a forest and waking up naked, miles away from my house - so I went home and shifted back, while still trying to be quiet, which is extremely hard when pain is excruciating. I then put all my clothes back on and went inside, trying not to wake anyone up.
I wasn't even sure if I'd ever accomplish a physical shift, so I really couldn't believe it at first; I kept thinking, "is this all a dream"? But the next day I've had the signs there, there were paw prints in the mossy/soil area behind our house, and we and our neighbors have no large dogs.
My feet were also super dirty because I didn't take a shower afterwards, oops.
I'll probably post a shifting method and how I did it, describing all the details. This is just a brief post. I'm curious as to when I'll shift next, will it be voluntary, will emotions trigger it? I'll see.
(I'm still amazed that I achieved what many consider to be impossible :o)
Jade- Kin/Therio type : Wolf
Age : 26
Job/hobbies : Photography, art
Join date : 2018-06-24
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Name of your kin self : :
What is your kin type ? : Wolf; looks like the Alexander Archipelago subspecies.
Describe it Physically : : Dark pelt with a brown undertone; yellow-golden eyes
Re: So, I shifted
YES! YES! I"M SOOO PROUD OF YOU JADE! GO ON! Thats lovely to hear from you, and I'm glad to hear you've made a lot of process. I can't wait to see your shifting guide, i might even bookmark it if you impress me well enough ;) and aha, give those teens a scare XD
Still amazing, can't wait to read your post and its very fascinating your kin isn't what you first thought. But still pretty cool! And finally a positive thing that is happening around here since recently...
But anyways good job!
Still amazing, can't wait to read your post and its very fascinating your kin isn't what you first thought. But still pretty cool! And finally a positive thing that is happening around here since recently...
But anyways good job!
Zanblade- Kin/Therio type : Winged Manticore
Age : 18
Job/hobbies : Swimming, Drawing, Badminton, Drumming, Chatting and Gaming.
Join date : 2018-04-15
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Name of your kin self : :
What is your kin type ? : Manticore and Dragon hybrid
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Re: So, I shifted
And you got lucky aha, you didn't black out and all. Now I feel more intrigued to shift and all, you've got any books about witchcraft? I may study it for a bit
Zanblade- Kin/Therio type : Winged Manticore
Age : 18
Job/hobbies : Swimming, Drawing, Badminton, Drumming, Chatting and Gaming.
Join date : 2018-04-15
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Name of your kin self : :
What is your kin type ? : Manticore and Dragon hybrid
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Re: So, I shifted
Wolf huh? well by the laws of conservation of mass, your size/weight wouldn't change with shifting, and wolves and humans are about the same size, so are you sure you weren't a wolf-sized fox? Just a thought.
Nekoman- Kin/Therio type : Neko (half cat)
Age : 27
Job/hobbies : I'm good with animals.
Join date : 2016-07-03
Re: So, I shifted
hey congrats. If you dont mind me asking how did you make a shifting charm?
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Re: So, I shifted
Nekoman has a point, plus if you've had some phantom limbs after or some memory of it a wolf cannot have multiple tails like a kitsune, a one-tailed kitsune is equivalent to a child or one who has no spiritual progress in their abilities or inner growth.
Liudan- Kin/Therio type : Divinekin
Job/hobbies : Energy work and ESP
Join date : 2016-06-28
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Name of your kin self : : Nature
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Re: So, I shifted
I've been thinking and researching; my first ever non-human identity was a fox. After doing a project about Japan in high school, I learned about the kitsune, and that fit me better than just a regular fox. But I never really researched any other canines because I honestly didn't feel like I was anything else, so after shifting, I've researched a ton about wolves and all the subspecies. And it really just clicked, I was both confused about it but also "why didn't I research them sooner!", you know? I remember that when I was young, I exhibited wolf-like behavior way more than fox-like, especially during shifts.
I feel like my whole life's been a lie now, haha.
I guess I'll do some more updates soon!
I feel like my whole life's been a lie now, haha.
I guess I'll do some more updates soon!
Jade- Kin/Therio type : Wolf
Age : 26
Job/hobbies : Photography, art
Join date : 2018-06-24
Your Kin self Information Sheet
Name of your kin self : :
What is your kin type ? : Wolf; looks like the Alexander Archipelago subspecies.
Describe it Physically : : Dark pelt with a brown undertone; yellow-golden eyes
Re: So, I shifted
Do you feel more aligned to therians? because kitsune aren't therians and their soul is completely different from a therian be it wolf, fox, bear, what have you.
Liudan- Kin/Therio type : Divinekin
Job/hobbies : Energy work and ESP
Join date : 2016-06-28
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Name of your kin self : : Nature
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Re: So, I shifted
HOLY COW YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! IM SO FUCKEN PROUD OF YOU. ILL WRITE MORE TONIGHT HOLD ON
Silver Black- Owner
- Kin/Therio type : Naerubie ( celestial wolf guardian )
Age : 32
Job/hobbies : Comission Artist, Gamer, Singer, working at my own terms.
Join date : 2016-06-24
Your Kin self Information Sheet
Name of your kin self : : Silver Black
What is your kin type ? : Naerubie ( Interdimensional Angel Wolf being )
Describe it Physically : : winged wolf with avian features
Re: So, I shifted
OMFG I COULDNT WAIT AHAHAA TO REPLY CAUSE I WAS TOO EXCITED AND AM EVEN MORE NOW. THIS IS SO COOL AND INSPIRING ! IM LIKE JUMPING ON MY CHAIR, SO FUCKEN HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHA IM SO PROUD OF YOU TOO !!!!! * GOES CRAZY HYPER HAPPY AND FLIES AROUND POWERFULLY
AHA IM SO PROUD OF YOU TOO !!!!! * GOES CRAZY HYPER HAPPY AND FLIES AROUND POWERFULLY
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Silver Black- Owner
- Kin/Therio type : Naerubie ( celestial wolf guardian )
Age : 32
Job/hobbies : Comission Artist, Gamer, Singer, working at my own terms.
Join date : 2016-06-24
Your Kin self Information Sheet
Name of your kin self : : Silver Black
What is your kin type ? : Naerubie ( Interdimensional Angel Wolf being )
Describe it Physically : : winged wolf with avian features
Re: So, I shifted
Congratulations! That's completely amazing!
Cypress- Kin/Therio type : Otherkin
Age : 29
Job/hobbies : Stuff...
Join date : 2016-06-29
Re: So, I shifted
* hugs jade fucken hard.
I hope you're not too sad bout not being a fox tho :(
I hope you're not too sad bout not being a fox tho :(
Silver Black- Owner
- Kin/Therio type : Naerubie ( celestial wolf guardian )
Age : 32
Job/hobbies : Comission Artist, Gamer, Singer, working at my own terms.
Join date : 2016-06-24
Your Kin self Information Sheet
Name of your kin self : : Silver Black
What is your kin type ? : Naerubie ( Interdimensional Angel Wolf being )
Describe it Physically : : winged wolf with avian features
Re: So, I shifted
*hugs back* I mean, it's great that I now know "the real me", so it's all good :PSilver Black wrote:* hugs jade fucken hard.
I hope you're not too sad bout not being a fox tho :(
Jade- Kin/Therio type : Wolf
Age : 26
Job/hobbies : Photography, art
Join date : 2018-06-24
Your Kin self Information Sheet
Name of your kin self : :
What is your kin type ? : Wolf; looks like the Alexander Archipelago subspecies.
Describe it Physically : : Dark pelt with a brown undertone; yellow-golden eyes
Re: So, I shifted
look what i wrote on the post where i announce you shifted with Sidra <3
Silver Black- Owner
- Kin/Therio type : Naerubie ( celestial wolf guardian )
Age : 32
Job/hobbies : Comission Artist, Gamer, Singer, working at my own terms.
Join date : 2016-06-24
Your Kin self Information Sheet
Name of your kin self : : Silver Black
What is your kin type ? : Naerubie ( Interdimensional Angel Wolf being )
Describe it Physically : : winged wolf with avian features
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